someone stole my phone today.
i learned why i hate the boy i do today, too.

Chris practically had to carry me to student support centers. Jacob gave me strange looks when i got there.
i cried for a long time after that.
i was late back to Speech & Perf class. i cried a little then, too. i really needed my big sister, but i couldn't get a hold of her on account of me not having my phone.
i got a really sweet sympathetic smile from this one boy i want to be friends with.
he was the only reason i smiled throughout the rest of that class.

Merrick gave me a really big hug and i almost collapsed into tears in his arms.
i don't know why my phone being stolen was so traumatic for me. it just caused me to cry a lot.
i'm fairly sure i got 90-some% on my Geometry test after that, I was trying so hard to focus on something else.
apparently my sister screamed at the boy i hate for treating me how he did.
i love her very, very much.

i went home and ate dinner on account of spending my lunch period with a cop looking for my phone.
so i currently don't have a phone.
i feel really lonely without texting my sister.

it was a new phone, too.
:/

i'm so glad this trimester is almost over.
i want to have a 3 day break.

i want to be in Alice in Wonderland. why am i being so pessimistic about this?




besides today, my life has been wonderful, for the record.

^{today, while running around after school, one of my favorite bracelets snapped, causing rainbow stars to shower all around my feet.
i wanted to turn to Merrick and tell him the stars were falling down.}






i take back every tear, every worry, every whine.
i love high school.
i like my boyfriend,
even if he wasn't the one i thought i'd be with last month.
i like the bane of my existence, even though he makes my heart hurt.
i love my friends.
i love them.
<3